Do you have things in your mind that you just wont talk about? Like things that cut you really deep down that effected you in such a way that it shaped the person you are today stuff that you probably should get off your chest but you can't. It's like I know I have things I need to talk about but I just can't I know people will suggest talk to a counsellor or tell me I need to deal with this but talking just isn't an option because it hurts so much. I even try and forget about this thing I wont let myself think about it and I mean that literally I mean this is the first time I've thought about it in such a long time because thinking about it means in some way I have to deal with it which is just so painful and I'm not ready to deal with it, it's been years and I'm still not ready and don't think I ever will be. Do you have stuff like this that you just can't/won't talk about that you probably should deal with but wont? If so how do you deal with it?
Yeah there are a somethings trapped in my head that I wouldn't want others to know. I don't even think I would want a counsellor to know about it either. Every person has a front on how others see them, but there is also a side to others that you dont really know about and that is the side that would make others think about you completely different. Dealing with it is just not dealing with it for me and leaving it where it is. There will be one day it will come out and I know I will be frowned upon when it does.
Well, love is one of this things. You know you was stupid when you fell in love with a wrong person, yet you do the same mistake again and again. That's why we usually don't talk about love, we are somewhat ashamed.
Yes I have had bad experiences that I cannot get out of my mind. Sometimes when I can't sleep I just start thinking about it without warning and next thing you know I am crying my eyes out. I would consider seeing a counselor but I just don't think I would be able to put my feelings into words. I think the crying help out a lot with the stress and to relieve some of the pain.
I have a lot i cant/wont talk about things i have swimming around in my head ive told stefh it all but other than her i cant talk to anyone no matter how much i want to and how much i try i cant
