Not doing good, haven't stopped crying much today, feeling very low. Have hurt and just feel total crap. I need a hug and I know that won't happen. I'm going to bed I think and have to try and straighten my head out it seems to be doing 100 miles an hour and colliding with things. I hope I can sleep now. Sorry for the rant
Crying for understanding from others is really difficult when you yourself could never extend the same to yourself. Suffering from the bottomless pit and pain of depression can sometimes be a hopeless battle especially if you are doing it alone. Please find a way to open up to someone you trust the bottling emotional conflicts within you so that you can find the release you really need. My prayer is with you for your total physical and emotional healing.
Cheer up, maybe you should go out for a jog? After a jog, take a bath and go to sleep, you would feel better. If you are still feeling low, you can always go to the shoutbox and have a chat with the people who is online.
Well, I can only give you a virtual hug. *huggles* I've been going through on a similar phase lately only a hell lot minor compared to yours. What I did was let what I was feeling by finding people who understand me and cheered me up. Now, I'm all better although I have a feeling this is not going to last. But, at least I know I have a few trusted people whom I can approach. If you need someone to talk to, well, I stay up very late at night doing just tons of stuff to keep my mind busy, just let me know. ^^
